Dipan Kumar Rout

Living life between backspaces.

In Search of Class

Evelyn stood before her mirror, tugging at the hem of her secondhand Chanel dress. At sixteen, she was caught between two worlds—the modest apartment she shared with her mother in Brooklyn and the glittering promise of Manhattan’s elite. Her fingers traced the intricate beadwork, a small fortune her mother had saved for months to afford.

“Remember, Evie,” her mother’s words echoed in her mind, “true class isn’t about what you wear or where you’re from. It’s about how you treat others.”

But as Evelyn stepped out into the crisp autumn air, her mother’s wisdom felt distant. Tonight was her chance—an invitation to Clarissa Wellington’s sweet sixteen at the Plaza Hotel. It was a world away from the crowded hallways of her public high school, a glimpse into a life she’d only dreamed of.

The taxi ride felt eternal. Evelyn’s heart raced as she ascended the grand staircase, the weight of expectations heavy on her shoulders. The ballroom was a kaleidoscope of designer labels and perfectly coiffed hair. She felt like an imposter, waiting for someone to point and shout, “You don’t belong here!”

As she navigated through the crowd, snippets of conversation drifted by.

“Daddy’s new yacht is simply divine. Did you know it has a helipad?”

“I can’t believe she wore last season’s Gucci. How embarrassing.”

Evelyn’s excitement began to wane. Is this what class looked like? She excused herself, slipping away to the powder room. As she reapplied her lipstick, a girl with fiery red hair leaned against the marble countertop.

“First time?” she asked, a knowing smile on her face.

Evelyn nodded, grateful for a friendly face.

“I’m Zoe,” the girl said. “Come on, I’ll show you where the real party is.”

Zoe led her through a service entrance and up a narrow staircase. They emerged onto the hotel’s rooftop, where a small group of teens lounged on mismatched furniture, laughing and passing around a bottle of champagne.

“Welcome to the misfits’ club,” Zoe grinned. “We prefer the view up here.”

For the first time that night, Evelyn felt she could breathe. As dawn broke over the city, she realized she’d found something far more valuable than the approval of Clarissa Wellington’s crowd.

Weeks passed, and Evelyn’s search for class continued. She found herself at a charity gala, rubbing elbows with New York’s elite. The champagne flowed freely, and the air was thick with the scent of expensive perfume and inflated egos.

“My dear,” a portly man in his sixties drawled, his breath heavy with alcohol, “let me tell you about real class. It’s about knowing which fork to use and which champagne to order. It’s about summer homes in the Hamptons and winters in St. Barts.”

Evelyn nodded politely, but her eyes wandered to a quiet corner where an elderly woman sat alone, her wrinkled hands folded neatly in her lap. There was something in her demeanor that drew Evelyn in.

Excusing herself, Evelyn approached the woman. “May I join you?” she asked.

The woman’s eyes crinkled with warmth. “Of course, my dear. I’m Eleanor.”

As they talked, Evelyn learned that Eleanor had been a nurse during World War II. She spoke of courage, of kindness in the face of horror, of finding humanity in the darkest of places. There was no mention of yachts or summer homes, yet Evelyn found herself captivated.

The search led her to unexpected places. On a rainy Tuesday, she found herself in a cramped Italian restaurant in Little Italy, surrounded by a group of middle-aged women engrossed in their monthly book club meeting.

“Did you hear about Sandra’s daughter?” one woman whispered, leaning in conspiratorially. “Pregnant at nineteen, can you imagine?”

Evelyn’s heart sank. Was this what adult women did? Tear each other down over cannoli and espresso?

But then, an older woman with silver hair spoke up. “Ladies, perhaps instead of gossiping, we could think of ways to support Sandra and her family during this time.”

The table fell silent, chastened. Evelyn watched in awe as the conversation shifted, plans for meal trains and baby showers taking shape.

Her journey took an unexpected turn when she won a contest for a business class ticket to Paris. Excited for her first trip abroad, Evelyn boarded the plane, only to find herself seated next to a group of executives who seemed more interested in her than their spreadsheets.

“So, what’s a pretty young thing like you doing in business class?” one man asked, his smile a little too wide.

Evelyn shifted uncomfortably, wishing she could disappear into her seat. Just as she was about to excuse herself to the bathroom, a flight attendant appeared.

“Is everything alright here?” she asked, her tone professional but with a hint of steel.

The men mumbled apologies, suddenly very interested in their laptops. The flight attendant, whose nametag read ‘Maria,’ gave Evelyn a reassuring smile.

Throughout the flight, Maria checked on Evelyn, sharing stories of her own travels and offering recommendations for Paris. Her kindness and professionalism left a lasting impression on Evelyn.

As the plane touched down in Paris, Evelyn realized that her search for class had led her full circle. She thought of her mother’s words, of Eleanor’s quiet dignity, of the silver-haired woman in the Italian restaurant, of Maria’s grace under pressure.

Walking along the Seine, the Eiffel Tower glittering in the distance, Evelyn finally understood. Class wasn’t about designer labels or knowing which fork to use. It wasn’t found in exclusive parties or first-class lounges. True class was about kindness, about lifting others up instead of tearing them down. It was about finding the courage to stand up for what’s right, even when it’s difficult.

She pulled out her phone and dialed her mother’s number, the connection crackling with distance.

“Mom,” she said, her voice thick with emotion, “I think I finally understand what you meant about class.”

As she listened to her mother’s warm laughter, Evelyn felt a sense of peace wash over her. Her search wasn’t over—perhaps it never would be—but she had found something far more valuable than she ever expected.